JACK WILLIAM AND A SOLITARY FESTIVE SEASON

My sister’s name is Jacquelyn. On her first day of school, she – not being one to ever do things in single measures – befriended a set of twins as new best friends. The school being a girls-only establishment made the mother of said twins a little curious when they arrived home full of praise for their new friend ‘Jack William’; the woman was very relieved to discover that there was no double-barrel-named little boy in the class and that her daughters had simply given my sister’s name their own interpretation.
I’ve always called her Jackie, and she is everything a sister ought to be. Although she’s much younger than me (my brother came in the middle of us three children; the only ‘planned’ baby my parents produced – but that is another story, for a different day) she’s been my bedrock through all my ups and downs.

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I recently bought myself a rabbit; Jackie had sent me some money and I was missing Betsy. This, the latest in my longtime habit of rabbit-ownership, is one that cannot destroy my garden. It seemed only fitting that my new bunny be named Jack William and he (yes, he’s pink, but I decided I needed a male about the place) somehow makes Jackie closer to me as I enjoy my early-morning coffee in the garden every day. Jack William is proving to be an amiable housemate; he’s most agreeable and I’ve yet to hear him utter a bad word.

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Living alone is becoming easier as I get on with it. Being so busy at work helps and the free time I do have is usually taken up by my trying to catch up with sleep. I do enjoy the freedom to do as I please; like eating fish fingers for breakfast without having to explain myself. And the pleasure of having an entire chocolate orange all to myself.

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Johannesburg is fast becoming empty; everyone’s starting their annual trek to the coast. I’ll be home alone over the festive season for the first time in my life. I’ve armed myself against melancholy with lots to read and plan to watch a lot of movies. My mantra will be that wonderful quote by Paul Tillich:
“Language… has created the word “loneliness” to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word “solitude” to express the glory of being alone.”

And if the glory wanes somewhat, I know that my sister is only a phone call away.

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55 thoughts on “JACK WILLIAM AND A SOLITARY FESTIVE SEASON

  1. I love Jack William! He is pink after all! 😉 I saw those chocolate oranges in P & P, is it nice? I adore choc and orange combinations! Hugs to you, Cindy!

  2. Lovely rabbit! You should talk to him every morning when you wish him a good morning – tell him your plans for that day and make it sound GOOD. Then you’ll feel lucky that you can live that day, even a Christmas day on your own.

    Hope it’s solitude rather than loneliness you’ll experience, Cindy!

  3. “Language… has created the word “loneliness” to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word “solitude” to express the glory of being alone.”-one of my favorite quotes. You will get through this. Big hugs!
    I love that you named the rabbit Jack William after your sister…It’s ok if it’s pink, after all, your sister “Jack William” is a girl, lol! That story about the name is priceless!

  4. Love the new addition to your “family”.
    Thanks for sending all the Vaalies/Gauties to my neck of the woods.
    I’ll also be alone for Christmas, but I’ve bought lovely goodies to eat and to drink.
    It’s not nice to be alone, but I’ve got used to it now.

  5. Wonderful! I’m spending my holidays alone this year, too. It’s wise to prepare ahead of time for what you’ll do, I think. Without plans, I’ve sometimes had bouts of sadness or loneliness take me by surprise. It’s easier to avoid than to try to drag yourself out of that state, I’m sure you know. Thanks, Cindy!

  6. I’m sure that you and Jack William will have a most enjoyable Christmas. He is rather gorgeous. Love the story about you sister’s name. 🙂 Fish fingers for breakfast and a whole chocolate orange sounds like a great idea to me.

  7. What a lovely introduction to your sister, and your bunny Jack William.
    When I feel lonely I go for a hike, there is no better medicine for me. I’m sure there must be many amazing hikes around and near Johannesburg. (If you don’t feel safe hiking alone you could join a hiking club.)
    Have you visited Sterkfontein Caves? I highly recommend that you take yourself there!

  8. Jack WIlliam seems most agreeable. Which is a pity if you want someone to argue with?
    I can only take a certain amount of my own company. I talk and sing and make noises far too much.

  9. Love the rabbit and a bow tie will make him look SO distinguished. Missed you guys. Glad your sister is around (for the holidays?). Have a great time with her. I love Christmas in Joeys with the empty streets and shops.

  10. One of these days you must get on a plane and spend Christmas here. Just one Dickensian Christmas….I hope the time to yourself proves a time to recharge. I,too, adore fish fingers for breakfast, though to know you do is the biggest surprise 😀

  11. I love Jack William. And you’re wise to plan how you’ll spend your time. I had a Christmas alone one time and did just that – down to what my meal would be. It’s a lovely memory.

  12. What a pretty rabbit.

    Planning is indeed the path to survival for a first … second … third holiday alone. After some time, it does become easier. Love and agree with that Tilich quote.

    Be as well and happy as you can, Cindy.

  13. And I am only an e-mail away, so you’ve got more than one person to call on! You’ve got TONS! Do you Skype? Perhaps we can Skype on Christmas Day. We’ll be on the Outer Banks with our granddaughter (and her parents, too, I guess! 😆 )

    BTW, Cin, do you know what has become of our dear Sidey? Is she alright? Is she in “recovery mode?” I don’t want to bug her, but I miss her and pray each day that she is doing well. If you know, let me know.

    You are still sounding so good. Sometimes I know what an effort that is, but it really is worth it. Your outlook sounds so positive. Makes me proud of you (as though I have something to do with it! Hey! Maybe I did! I complained about my own problems so much endlessly, or every chance I got [and get] I could take your mind off of your own!) Oh well, life is a wonderful thing, especially if we could just figure out how to get God to see things our way. I have always considered myself sort of an adviser to the Almighty, and am frequently disappointed when God does not seem to see things the way I do. . .go figure! 😆

    Love, Christmas Blessings, and a Joyous 2013 filled with surprises and the blessings of the abundance of enough. . .

    Paula

    Love that rabbit! And pink is in for men these days. . .

    • You’ve been a huge support with your wise words, thanks Paula. I do Skype, but always forget to turn it on. I’m not sure about Sidey, we lost contact some time back.
      Keep addvising the Almighty, He has to take heed sometime 😉 Merry Christmas to you and yours. And, as always, I wish you too ‘enough’.

  14. That’s a lovely story about how Jack William came to be and I’m glad there’s a new man in your life. It’s a shame you can’t be with Jackie for Christmas! I do hope you have a lovely Christmas Day despite having to spend it on your own xx

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